Motivation is such a weird thing. Some days I can feel like I'm ready to give it my all and work until the sun goes down. Other days all I can do is lie in bed and gently raise my DS to eye-level. It's completely random. Sometimes it lasts a day, sometimes it lasts a week or a month.

And it's not restricted to work or chores, it's everything. Plans with friends, events I want to attend, etc.

I wish I had a better understanding of my own body and mind. It would make it a lot easier to do some of those things, or at least to be able to speed myself through the recovery process to get that motivation back. I want to work, I want to help, I want to do so many things, why can't my body just work with me on this one?

I just wish it didn't make everything so difficult.

~ Alex Amelia Pine